Not Ready To Make Nice

Today's post is about things that make you feel uncomfortable

and I think it should be more than just your clothes getting tighter

from sitting around all winter in front of the tv

with the laptop on your knee

eating bon bons

not that I did that and 

yes I am fibbing just a little

well ~ maybe about the bon bons

as my tv eating favourite thing is ice cream

yup ~ anytime ~ anyplace

anyhooo....

One of the things that make me most uncomfortable is conflict

I am my father's daughter where as I am laid back 

and go with the flow

I can also take charge and get things done

and the older I get the more I speak my mind

which is good and bad

I hate fights ~ I hate yelling

I was so upset about something a couple of weeks ago

I lost sleep over it a couple of nights

and everyone around me could see I was ready to blow

I needed to vent ~ but did not want to burden anyone

I was going to write about it here ~ but decided against it

so I came home that night ~ had supper ~ came up to the office

pulled up my music files

and sang ~ I sang it out

and do you know what ~ I felt so much better about it all

I have come to the conclusion yet again

that the only person I hurt when I lug around the bitterness

is me and I am better than that

I am much better than that!